Just thinking......

Last night as I was driving I saw Trey standing outside.

I started to remember when I didn't like him.

I'm just the type of person that hates to put myself out.

It may not seem like a big deal to other people but it is to me. It took alot for me to let him know I was even interested in him. I'm a person with alot of pride and I let that go for him.

I started to realize that maybe my standards are to high but then again I have alot of confidence and I hate guys that lack that. I'm starting to set new goals for myself and not even get involved with guys that are a waste of time. I'll keep the old ones around for a while but no new low-life's.

I'm starting to think that guys are really intimidated by me. I'm not like other girls I'm kinda conservative if that's what you wanna call it. I do flirt alot, I like to have fun, and be the center of attention but I'm very mature about things. I don't smoke, drink or hook up with random guys. I'm smart I have a future and guys are intimidated because they feel that they are not good enough for me. I just want somebody who cares about me, that's as romantic as I am and sees a relationship as more then just sex.

I have always had guys knocking at my door, just not the ones I want.