I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON :(

NEW YEAR OLD BULL


Ok now i feel like really bad...since Trey's friend Prince is like my boyfriend now..and me and Trey are like brother && sister...but I just cant stop thinkin about him...so now im trying to put him on with my friend..he thinks shes like super hot..but the whole time im still thinking about him....i mean i think imma end up hooking up with him b4 its over...and i hate myself for that bcus its probably just lust...but watever..im really into for some strange ass reason that i hate....im being super real right now just in case something do happen..i can always let Prince read this so he will know the truth...i really do like Prince..i like love this guy...he is SUPER COOL..i wouldnt wanna do nothing to hurt him but it can happen..so forgive me if something happens...im sorry...but its funny how he still ended up in my life...&& i thank God that i didnt get into nothing with him bcus then i wouldnt know Prince...but it is wat it is

Where am I??

I don't even know where to start.....

Its been a while since i posted something....

Maybe I got to caught up into my You Tube blog....

Ok its this guy..I've been "talking" to for like 3 or 4 weeks now...&& he's like SUPER cool.
He always say I'm to good to be true...but he's to good to be true.
&& I'm really starting to like him...but i am to good to be true bcus guess what

HE'S TREYS FRIEND!

:(
OK i like officially hate myself now...i hope Trey gets like so high he completely COMPLETELY forgets about me...

just my luck right *tear*

oh yea and some guy that dresses like Superman from time to time likes me! lol
SUPERMAN???? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

oh yea I cut Anthony off completely...&& it feels soooooo GOOD!

Just thinking......

Last night as I was driving I saw Trey standing outside.

I started to remember when I didn't like him.

I'm just the type of person that hates to put myself out.

It may not seem like a big deal to other people but it is to me. It took alot for me to let him know I was even interested in him. I'm a person with alot of pride and I let that go for him.

I started to realize that maybe my standards are to high but then again I have alot of confidence and I hate guys that lack that. I'm starting to set new goals for myself and not even get involved with guys that are a waste of time. I'll keep the old ones around for a while but no new low-life's.

I'm starting to think that guys are really intimidated by me. I'm not like other girls I'm kinda conservative if that's what you wanna call it. I do flirt alot, I like to have fun, and be the center of attention but I'm very mature about things. I don't smoke, drink or hook up with random guys. I'm smart I have a future and guys are intimidated because they feel that they are not good enough for me. I just want somebody who cares about me, that's as romantic as I am and sees a relationship as more then just sex.

I have always had guys knocking at my door, just not the ones I want.

Facebook: Trey

OK
I am like so not tripping right now..but I did send him a message liked he ask for and he did not reply..and yes he has been online

he hates me *tear*


but meanwhile...
I love Brandon Hines music..its like his voice just relaxes me and I feel as if I'm in heaven {I know I'm a dork} I forget about all of my problems. I LOVE HIM!!

Confusing && Celebs they remind of

Ok Trey responded...and now I don't know wat to do. I'm so effing confused. I'm scared to tell him, childish of me right?

I just like him soooo much that I don't want nothing to mess it up. Like what should I send him? Like what should I say?

This sucks! Majorly!


These are some celebs the guys remind me of:

Larry reminds me of Chris Brown

Happy reminds me of Young Jeezy or Gucci Mane lol

Trey reminds me of Brandon Hines

Ok I talked to Anthony today and my feelings for him is still not as strong as they use to be. I really feel that I cant trust him and I feel that maybe if I wasn't involved with him then I wouldn't have alot of the problems I have now. But how do I let him go?

Lyrics to listen to and understand

"You need to get if he don't wanna, Love you the right way He ain't gonna"

from Let it go by Keisha Cole

Facebook Honesty Box: Trey {Can you say impatient??}

Ok I admit I was a little impatient. Ok i was totally bugging. Trey responded FINALLY, and made my day!!

his response!!!!


Trey
send me a message 2 my inbox. all this mystery is pointless



Cool beans!! I feel relieved now

Now lets see how far this goes...knowing my luck {nowhere} but I'm going to stay positive because I'm AWESOME!




Happy Birthday Atta!!


Maybe he really is my Superman!
Ha!