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Monday, January 21, 2008




Prince really likes me but all I can think about is................them. I mean I like him too its just i hate being smothered. && now i'm really starting to miss Happy && Eric :(




I need to just...........................................SCREAM OUT!!!!..I'm really bugging. Prince is super cool but he's always there and I'm growing bored. I like action! excitement! mediocre drama (nothing major please)! passion! romance!...&& this is starting to feel like a....friendship.




maybe if he would just spoil me like i like to be....hmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe




Boredom makes me do crazy things like...play with your heart, cheat, lead you on majorly.


its sick really but I just hate the staleness of things.




I need light!




or am i just bugging.




What he don't know is that I can't commit. Like really. This is the first time that i actually...well wait i didn't agree to be in a relationship with him.....yea but whatever.




I dreamed about Trey last night....naughty me right.




I need Superman BACK!!!! Real Talk! I realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy miss him. I just wanna hug him so tight and never let him go.


I wanna hug him so he can feel how i feel. just hold him so close that he can read my mind.




As for Prince. Hes coming over tomorrow && he's probably thinking we're gonna 'hook up' but honestly i don't even wanna touch him....I'm truly turned off by his begging.




GROSS!


















Tuesday, January 1, 2008

I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON :(

NEW YEAR OLD BULL


Ok now i feel like really bad...since Trey's friend Prince is like my boyfriend now..and me and Trey are like brother && sister...but I just cant stop thinkin about him...so now im trying to put him on with my friend..he thinks shes like super hot..but the whole time im still thinking about him....i mean i think imma end up hooking up with him b4 its over...and i hate myself for that bcus its probably just lust...but watever..im really into for some strange ass reason that i hate....im being super real right now just in case something do happen..i can always let Prince read this so he will know the truth...i really do like Prince..i like love this guy...he is SUPER COOL..i wouldnt wanna do nothing to hurt him but it can happen..so forgive me if something happens...im sorry...but its funny how he still ended up in my life...&& i thank God that i didnt get into nothing with him bcus then i wouldnt know Prince...but it is wat it is