Bad Romance

As I laid wrapped up in someone else's arms I was texting him. Expressing myself which is the tragedy of my life. What is the point of me expressing my love to a guy who only wants sex? I don't know. I have fallen into the same trap. As memories of Eric play in my mind, I think, I DON'T WANNA MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE. My God forgive me. I have actually been going crazy over this guy. Well I've known him for about 3 years now. He is soooooo fly. Yeah he is. We'll just call him Mikey for short :)

So he used always try to be in a relationship. Knowing little ole me, I always refuse "permanent" connections. I guess I'm a fling type girl? not really. But anyways, I have always like him. I just wanna post pics of us together on Facebook and Twitter lol the perfect social network couple. AWESOME!

Well he was in town a few weeks ago. Actually like right before Thanksgiving. I went to see him and I remembered that I used to like him alot. As we stood in the kitchen of his friend's condo and hugged I became lost. He was leaning against the refrigerator, I was standing in front of him. He held me, we kissed (never with tongue) and just rocked back and forth, you know. I was so in love for the moment. Prince was actually texting me while this was happening. Some things never change. Like PASSION.

So after this I was in class thinking about him and completely zoned out!! creepy right? Like my eyes closed and everything. I was completely lost in the thoughts of HIM!

(There's a moving on called Looking for Eric. Funny)


Well I texted Mikey last night
Convo:

Me: Mikey I wanna see you soon
Mikey: How soon
Me: Like 2moro, Saturday and Sunday like all 3 days lol
Mikey: word ?
Me: yea! well we prolly wont get to kick it everyday but im saying tho
Mikey: Why you in the mood outta no where
Me: Miiiikkkkeeeeyyyy. Well good question...I always try to see you tho
Mikey: You dont
Me: I be wanting to
Mikey: You coming by ya self
Me: Probably...more than likely.

dun du duunnnn

whyyyyy me? lol



Oh yea. Prince and I became friends again, I kinda fell in love then out of it. Eric is history. Yuck! What the hell was I thinking?! IDK where the hell Happy is. Anthony is trying to be in my life again. Did I tell you I cut him off completly? Larry is a father. Trey is a stranger now.