Where am I??

I no longer have friends!!
yeaaa..i'll explain one day



but yea...I dont really write on here anymore because I GOT A YOUTUBE BLOG NOW!!!!
YAY!

I'm no longer looking for love because..it just don't exist
unfortunately

NEW

Since I just got a new layout I figured I would post something new!!






I'm doing all NEW things with my life.



You only life once && they say the best things in life are free.





I'm about to get myself together.



I'm thinking about becoming a vegan....(i'm not sure how thats gonna work out but hell it's worth a shot)















>>>>>>>>>>>> Isn't he HOT!! All those tats. I like his music too. Its cool and NEW to me. Look him up on Myspace his name is TYGA..Sexy riiii..yea I kno ;=)














I'm allergic to wheat.....HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE????








I guess I'll starve myself..





Speaking of starving.....


I'm 5'7 127 pounds (i use to be 118 like 2 months ago)


I like I'm FAT..I am really..127=HUGE!


now do i have a eating disorder???











I mean I eat..I just don't want to. or if I'm out with friends I don't eat.


I'm allergic to wheat anyways soooo that might help if I don't eat as much seeing that everything I eat is BREADED =(

LYRICS TO L.L.L {Listen. Love. Learn}

Good Life Kanye West

[Kanye West]

Like we always do at this timeI go for mine

I got to shine

Now throw your hands up in the skyI g-go for mine,

I got to shine

Now throw your hands up in the sky

Welcome to the good life

Where nigga's that sell D

Won't even get pulled over in they new V

The good life, let's go on a living' spree

Shit they say the best things in life are free

The good life, it feel like Atlanta

It feel like L.A., it feel like Miami

It feel like N.Y., summertime Chi, ahh

(Now throw your hands up in the sky)

So I roll through good

Y'all pop the trunk, I pop the hood, Ferrari

And she got the goods

And she got that ass, I got to look, sorry

Yo it's got to be cause I'm seasoned

Haters give me them salty looks, Lowry's

50 told me go 'head switch the style up

And if they hate then let 'em hateAnd watch the money pile up, the good life

I'm Not Emo...I Promise

HELLO STRANGER THAT READS THIS,

I'm Brooke. I'm 19. I live in the city but it feels like the contry sometimes. I love love. I'm single. I'm addicted to music. I don't feel real good about myself right now. Its time for a change. I'm ready for new life or my real life to start.......but meanwhile my old life still exists and so does the people that live in it with me.

I saw Eric's car today...yeah just his car. I was on my way home and I had to drive past his house. Looks like he was having a party. It was people everywhere. I didnt look at him. My sister said she saw him but I couldnt look at him. I hid. I don't want him to see me.

Evan- I saw him too.

Vegan.....should I??

Penny. FACEBOOK: JADEN

Ok its this guy named Jaden or JD that I use to like in high school. I never told him tho. And I use to date his friend but that's after we graduated.

When I'm bored I tend to start conversations with this guys and flirt alot. But flirt that's it. I never intend for anything to actually happen.

I wouldn't mind hooking up with JD but I don't want to be another notch on his belt. Hes a slut lol

Well on facebook I wrote happy birthday on his wall and he took it upon himself to send me a message.

Here's our convo:

Jaden
8:01pm September 15th
Thank u! What u got 4 me? Lol!
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke
1:33am September 16th
lolits nothing i can get youyou got everything dont you


Jaden
1:47am September 16th
I aint got u
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke
1:57am September 16th
yea i kno..maybe one day you a have me


Jaden

1:58am September 16th
I cant wait to one day
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke

2:00am September 16th
i cant wait either


Jaden
2:01am September 16th
So what dat mean
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke

2:04am September 16th
that just means hopefully one day we can kick and if not then we just don't


Jaden

2:07am September 16th
Naw it aint no if we dont we dont! We is!
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke
2:08am September 16th
lol yea it sounds good


Jaden

2:09am September 16th
Im 4real!
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke
2:12am September 16th
iight then...i believe you


Jaden
2:12am September 16th
When u free
Sent via Facebook Mobile

Brooke
2:15am September 16th
naw when you free?? but it really depends on if i gotta work or not


Jaden

2:16am September 16th
Im free now whatup
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke

2:21am September 16th
naw not tonight..its been a long day


Jaden

2:22am September 16th
Yeah i guess
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke

2:26am September 16th
sooo wat u doing for your birthday


Jaden

2:28am September 16th
I was tryna do u! Lol
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Brooke

2:32am September 16th
LOL..sorry =(


Brooke
2:37am September 16th
i a make it up to youbut im bout to go to sleep


Jaden
2:38am September 16th
Iight goodnite
Sent via Facebook Mobile


Jaden

Today at 6:18am
I aint got u
Sent via Facebook Mobile

I shoulda hooked up with him!!!!

LOL

Just kiddin ;)

Well...

I talked to Anthony yesterday for the first time in like a month. He asked me if I missed him. I said "Should I?"

I mean really. How could I miss him.

Oh yeah. and Vick is such a loser.

I'm doing new things in my life. Trying to introduce new thing into my life. Meaning OUT WITH THE OLD. like some of my friends.

My friend Brittany is a liar and a fake. I just found that out. I hate liars with a passion so I don't associate with them. Now I rarely talk to her. I don't trust her and never will. She is only a wanna be and a fit in and that's the worse. Soooo shes dead to me.

OH YEA. I dyed my hair!

Well Brittany made white chicks look bad with this one performance. I mean she was once like the HOTTEST white chick and she could dance. Now....well what can I say? Everyone knows.

WHY did she wear that?! She should have covered up, her body was soooooo not ready yet!!

Then Kid Rock and Tommy Lee got into a fight. Like what?! Is the VMA's turning into the Source Awards? White people gone wild! lol

Well I think Brittany can recoup. I really like her new song! Its HOT!!



Kanye West CD is sooooooooo fucking HOT!!!

Text/Kanye West

Anthony sent me a text

"Brooke I miss you!!!"

Did he really expect me to respone back! I hope not.

Everytime I think about calling him back or responding back to his texts,

I remember everything he put me through, everything he said, and all the things he done to me.

I'm sooo done with him.

But anywayz..

I havent had a "boyfriend" in almost a year now.

and I REALLY want one. It sucks really!!

Its starting to make me want guys that I use to date.

Like I hated them a few months ago but now I wish they would call.

on the flip side

KANYE WEST CD INSTORES TODAY!!!!! [9/11]

yay!!!

GO GET IT

NIGHT MARE

yeaa..
ok remember that guy i wrote about, that my cousin liked only because I do. Well we were sitting on the stairs and he asked me like what type of guys i like. I was telling him. oh yea wat brought us to the subject. Well we were at like this get together that turned out HUGH. It was in a parking lot it had to be over a hundred people. Well a fight broke out and some guys tried to fight him, (oh yea his name is Evan) well he was wearing this backpack which had something valuable in it. What? I have no clue. So they started to like jump on him. I saved the backpack lol. So he ended up getting away. With the help of me and there were these stairs that led to nowhere really. I guess they lead to the sky. We started like running up the stairs. Its weird but he ended up on one side of the stairs and I ended up on the other. You know how stair cases are. one side going down and the other going up. well anyways. He was like behind some gate on the other side. We were talking and somehow my cousin's name was brought up.
"That's my cousin," i told him.
"Can you hook us up?" Evan asked me.
ok like WTF!
I told him how much I hated guys my age because they were immature and almost always tried to talk to girl wayyy younger than they are. Come on now. He's 19 and shes 15. I don't know about anyone else but that's a huge age difference to me.

But anyways. I'm glad it was only a nightmare!
yes it was a dream!

Numb.

I just wish i could find somebody that I actually LIKE.

its this guy Vick I use to date along time ago. like last year.
he was just to jealous. He use to cuss me out on my voicemail if i didnt answer or call when i said i would.
lol. he's funny
but we just got back intouch. & no im not about to start back dating him. just friends.
hes cool tho..his into music. hes in a band or watever.
but we'll see

Feels Like Forever

I haven't posted anything in a while. Much hasn't really been going on.
Anthony called me like 2 days ago
I didnt answer

Im sooooo done with him

now I'm just looking for someone to love me.

its this guy that lives around my house that I like but theres only one problem
he lives around my house

I got a job!! :)
yay!



ummmmmmm....

my lifes pretty boring right now

but my friends got alot of drama going on

well Ciara
shes dating this younger guy.
she already hooked up with him.
now some girl is saying hes her boyfriend

Brittany
is going through some major love triangle
he likes this guy that her friend likes but brittany made out with the guy at her friends party
now she hates her
and she made out with another guy her friend likes but he was origanlly just both of their friend

yea i kno...i dont get it either


i wonder wat erics doing right now
i heard him and his girlfriend are back together

i know this may sound evil but even tho i didnt break them up on purpose
i wish they would break up
i wish that was enough to make them never talk to each other again
i want him all to myself and i cant have him if they broke up or not but i just dont want him with her
is that bad?
i wish he wasnt so soft and didnt let her run all over him
shes just a peasent and im the motherfucking princess!!
lol