Now What?

OK Eric!
Yes him again!

I talked to Anthony last night and Eric was brought up
I said before we hooked up Eric was going around saying that I was supposed to be in love with him....like what???? What would make him think that shit?????
I swear i never did anything to even show how I felt for him.
&& if he does think that then he really must not care about me at all because he went around spreading the word

but I'm finally over him
I had plans on hooking up with him for one last time on Halloween but I guess I wont do that anymore.
Tho I really really want to
but I just gotta move on
Imma still fuck him up tho

I can't lie. I'm InLove with you

Yall know who im talking about Eric of course

I talked to him the other day
he called me at 11:50 pm
we talked for an hour 14 minutes and 46 seconds

Im a mess right?
I mean I dont understand what makes me so interested in this guy. Well he claims the guys around here who I thought were his friends dont like him very much. Thats why the rumor was going around. But I know thats now all true. Its because he couldnt keep shut up about it. He just had to go and brag.

I had seen him earlier that morning when I was on my way to work. He tried to run me over. I told him I couldnt stand him and I had alot to say but when he called I couldnt say nothing. I'm a sucker. plus my dad was in the next room so............

I really want to tell him tho. Tell him how I feel that he only cared about his own feelings
He never thought about how all this would affect me but telling everybody
how he is the ONLY person I have ever been with
& why I did hook up with him

Just to let ya know.....It a probably be happening again.
I dont try to make the same mistake twice but I want it.
of course im not going to anyone else but him
maybe next week sometime.
Can't wait! lol