fuck love, i'm tired of trying.

I Hope He's Not Reading This

My last post is almost funny to me now that I've known him for 4 months. Well feelings are still the same. I still like him much...even tho u hated him for like 2 weeks. Its like when I'm ready he's not and vice versa. I'm thinking we should just have sex already and see if the feelings are still the same. Seems like a simple solution right? or a dumb one? Worth a try. He clearly Googled me, that's why i'm hoping he's not reading this. I havent heard from him since early this morning....so unlike him.... The other day he told me he talked to other girls, even though he had a new opened box of condoms in his room, I didn't believe him. Until yesterday, when I didn't hear from him till 4 a.m....and not at all today. Dont try to fucking play me Lincoln.