LAST NIGHT

OKK...SO I BRUNG THE NEW YEAR IN WITH BOTH OF MY BOOS LOL
HERES THE DEAL..I'M DATING THIS GUY...HIS NAME IS AIR..HE'S CUTE OR WHATEVER SUPA COOL...SO I HUNG OUT WIT HIM ONE NIGHT AND MET HIS FRIEND..CLARK RIGHT...S0 WE HAD AN INSTANTE CONNECTION I SWEAR,...U COULD ASK HIM 2.....SOOO EVERY SINCE THAT NIGHT I LIKE TOTALLY MISSED HIM AND THOUGHT ABOUT HIM EVERY TIME I RODE PASS HIS HOUSE

SOOO I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS BRINGING HIM LAST NIGHT..HE HUGGED ME AS HE CAME INTO THE DOOR..AIR DIDNT
SOOO WE WAS ALL CHILLIN HE HAD GOOGLY EYES FOR ME LOL
AS THE NIGHT GOT OLDER...WE DRANK...HE KEEP TOUCHING ME AND SHIIIT
IM LIKE OH WOW
SO THE MAIN THINGS THAT HAPPENED...WELL HE SAID IMMA A PLAYA HE COULD TELL BY MY EAR RINGS..LOL
AND HE TOOK MY SHOES OFF GAVE ME A FOOT MASSAGE...LEG UP REMIND YOU I HAD ON A SUPER DUPER SHORT SKIRT...NO PROB THO HAD ON BETSY JOHNSON TIGHTS :)
SOOOO I WAS LAYING IN AIR'S ARMS THE WHOLE TIME..HE KEPT CRACKING JOKES
SO WE TALKED HE FLIRTED
THEN THEY WERE LEAVING...OH HE WATCHED ME
THEY HAD MY PHONE..IDK HOW..SO THEY CLARK BRUNG IT BAQ..I WENT TO THE DOOR...HE ASKED "WHERE YO COAT AT"
SO WE STOOD ON THE STAIRS AND TALKED
CLOSE FACE TO FACE BOTH DRUNK.....
SO AS AIR SAT IN THE CAR....ME AND CLARK WENT INTO THE KITCHEN AND TALKED TO MY FRIENDS...SO CONVO WENT SOMEWHERE ELSE...HE WAS TALKING ABOUT DONT TALK TO BULLSHIT GUYS...BASICLLY...SO NEXT THING THAT I KNOW HE HAD ME ON THE KITCHEN TABLE...LEGS UP HE WAS IN BETWEEN THEM..OMG

SO WHEN WE LEFT WE WERE GETTING IN THE CAR AIR WAS GETTING IN THE BACK SET SO I CAN SIT WIT HIM AND CLARK JUST KEPT TRYING TO GET ME TO SIT NEXT TO HIM..."SIT HERE...BROOKE SIT HERE" BUT I SAT IN THE BACK

SO GOT TO HIS PLACE I SWEPT HIS FLOORS LOL

I ASKED FOR HIS CAR KEY...HE GAVE MY A LITTLE ENVELOPE..IM LIKE "WHATS THIS"
HE SAID "ITS A KEY..SINCE YOU KNOW THE WAY NOW...YOU CAN COME BACK WHENEVER YOU WANT TO"
"GOOD ONE!"
"i KNOW YOU LIKED THAT RIGHT

GOODBYE 08

08 WAS A GOOD YEAR FOR ME

+I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO SOMEONE I WAS IN LOVE WITH...WHO LATER TURNED OUT TO BE A JERK

+ I LOVE AND LOST

+MADE NEW FRIENDS..THAT I LOVE AND CHERISH

I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON :(

NEW YEAR OLD BULL


Ok now i feel like really bad...since Trey's friend Prince is like my boyfriend now..and me and Trey are like brother && sister...but I just cant stop thinkin about him...so now im trying to put him on with my friend..he thinks shes like super hot..but the whole time im still thinking about him....i mean i think imma end up hooking up with him b4 its over...and i hate myself for that bcus its probably just lust...but watever..im really into for some strange ass reason that i hate....im being super real right now just in case something do happen..i can always let Prince read this so he will know the truth...i really do like Prince..i like love this guy...he is SUPER COOL..i wouldnt wanna do nothing to hurt him but it can happen..so forgive me if something happens...im sorry...but its funny how he still ended up in my life...&& i thank God that i didnt get into nothing with him bcus then i wouldnt know Prince...but it is wat it is