Well I'm starting to hate myself for hooking up with Eric because I was just looking at his picture on Facebook and realized he's not that hot at all. What ever.. I live with no regrets.
But now I'm feeling like there's no one out there for me. I may never fall in love because I don't like nobody. It a be things that I like about them but I never like them completely.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean i'm not in a rush to settle down. I'm not that type but shit!!! Where are the good guys. The Fun guys. The Hot guys. There's none!
or maybe itz just one....& i can't find him.
Now I'm like dating 10 guys at once. Plus I got a boyfriend!
There are alot of new guys in my life right now..
I feel bad for my boyfriend. Well it's this guy i meet named Von and I like him alot already (this never happens). I went to his house twice. He's like super cool and I made out with him. Yeah major. but yesterday when i was at his house I had no way to get home so Prince had to come and get me. I told him I was at my cousin's house. I don't think he believed me but he really had no choice. Von got a little jealous. He was like "you gone have fun tonight" I mean what other way was I suppose to get home. I just need for him to understand what type of girl I am. Or maybe I'm not that different from all the other females. I don't want to cheat but its hard for me not to. I'm not the settle down type and Prince is really starting to bore me. Tho i like him alot he irritates me from time to time. I like action, romance, passion, drama. I'm a fucking actress from Christ sake!!! I need excitement. He wanna come over today and I think its because he wants to "hook up" soooo not gonna happen. I really don't want to have sex with him.
Oh and I told Von that I only been with one person......i shoulda kept quite.
