All Well....(Why Not!)

Well Prince gave me the best Valentines Day ever!!!.............

but i'm a bad person because i still want ERIC!

but now I got like a total different look on the whole thing.

Like i just want him for his tay! yep.

so should i call or text???

imma just call....im scared....sick....this is great.

i wish i could just like run into him...hmmmm

i need a miracle!!!

like seriously!

I've been thinking.....

Prince is really cool....but I dont know

he's ready to like go all the way..&& i so do not

want him to be my first....well my one and a half! (ha)

time for tears!

...we only live once so WHY NOT

that's my new little phrase to live by

why not.

like why shouldn't I love who I wanna love

Why not..

Cry out loud

Why not...

wear my heart on my sleeve

Why not...

tell him how I feel

why not..

smile :)

why not...

call him

why not...

sing LOUDLY

why not...

dress how I wanna!

why not...

ERIC HERE I COME!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

DONT FEAR ME!!

Quick Run Down...!

Ok,
remember the nightmare I had about my cousin hooking up with the guy I liked....totally came true
I'm sooo psyic...but i cant spell lol
&& my spell checks not working

ummmmm, Oh yea ERIC
um well Anthony told me that Eric had texed him like

why shorty text me at 2 in the morning

I guess he thought that was an open invite...but sooo not!

i mean I would love to hang out with him...but hook up??? umm not sure.

STOP BRAGGING!


hummmm...

i heart Eric

but im slowly losing interest...so cool!! finally the curse is leaving!! :)

I need rehab!!

UGH!

UUGHHHH

the little things that irratate me..

his laugh

how he had the music low in the car..ughhhim

continuosly asking me if I missed him

him being scared of a scary movie

his grunts

him breathing in my ear

his thumb rubbing my hand

the way he says 'cool' (cwel)

him wanting to kiss all the effing tyme

asking where have i been

wanting to kick it all the tyme

Ummm well the text that Eric sent me that night...I just realized he was still asking if I wanted to come outside...it was like 2:30AM!! tho

hmmmmmmmmmmmm...i hate my heart sometimes...

like why does it have to love???

I'm like wayyyyyy to attached to dude!!!

I think about him EVERYDAYYYY!!!!!!!!! ugggghhh!

Babble Jabble!

OOOOOOOOOOOOkkkkkkk....
Why did Eric tell Anthony I texted him back that night.
I only asked him if he called me...and he said yea he wanted to see if I was coming outside

Now Anthony hates me...be I honestly dont car as much bcus he always brings pettyness into my life.
Now i'm pissed at Eric....Why brag about it???

I really wish they would all just grow up && live their live outside of their phonebook!

kudos to Whitney!

So now its like...WHATEVER!

I cant catch a break really....so now if I do like hangout with Eric...im gonna make him feel guilty for everything... :)

THAT GOOD!

ok i started to get REAALLLLY irrataed with Prince, even before Anthony filled my head up with all his crazy talk. I mean he was right though...saying that Prince was gonna start pressuring me to have sex with him but i dont know. I think its the whole thing that I dont wanna lose my virginity to him. So I stop talking to him as much but I miss him now.



Sooooo Eric and Happy is like competing now to like be with me. Well at least hook up.

As much as I like Eric...Love Eric...I feel bad really. bcus he only wants to hook up && i want more.



He even called me last night to see if I was coming out!! AHHH! OHH EMMM GEEE!

Buts its making me think differently of him. He broke up with his girl AGAIN last night. but anywayz....



Lester, some fat guy told Happy and Eric that i was having sex so Happy was telling Eric about it. Happy was saying like I been dating her for almost 2 years, she need to stop playing and hook up. But the whole time Eric was thinking in his mind that he cant go and he gotta hook up with me first! DRAMATIC! Kay!



What is a girl suppose to do. I'm like inlove with Eric && i wonder from time to time if he even likes me. I mean more than just the sex....(that I probably will end up giving him)



Im so weak!



&& like 2 weeks ago i was suppose to like hang out with Eric at his house...but i went to a wack ass party instead...&& was pissed for like a week...didnt eat or sleep && almost passed out at Wal Mart.



Antony told me that i was inlove with Eric!! like How pysic!!!!!







ok i was like totally paranoid!!

like yesterday I kept itching (yea action parts)

Im like OMG!! I havent had sex...not even oral or anything its been like a year since any constact!!

So I start looking up like symptooms && stuff...thought it was Trich...

I was about to cry lol!

But found it it was just a side affect from my meds!

So not cool!!!!



thats why

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:)